Getting a running start

Why do I keep going around and around this same mountain? Do you ask that question like I do? Do you say, why can't I get over the fear and anxiety about getting through an issue?

That's what I've done all week. I've allowed fear to keep me from running through this issue. I know everyone has something like this in their lives. It's something that you just hate to do. It could be temporal--of this world--like mine. I hate paperwork and I put it off as long as possible. This allows fear to control me more and more. Yours might be a direct spiritual battle--an addiction that holds you back, a fear that controls your dreams and thoughts, a life situation that you think will never change, so you don't take steps to change it.

So today I heard God say. You need to get a running start this morning. You need to be empowered with my spirit to jump back into this race. So I hopped up out of bed, grabbed my Bible, the book we're studying with the TLs and began my morning calisthenics--PT is what they call it in the military. Warming up for the battle.

I read Joyce Meyer's book "The Battlefield of the Mind" which reminded me to take my thoughts captive--those negative, hopeless thoughts. Instead I pulled up scriptures that I needed to warm up my spirit--to "let this mind be in you which is in Christ Jesus" Romans 12:1,2. I focused on the Lord and sang praise to His name. I claimed his promise of faithfulness to me. I knew that I am in a battle to overcome this fear once and for all.

I watched a couple of TV programs that built me up and reminded me of God's power to overcome.
I prayed as people came to my mind throughout the encouraging words that I was receiving. (Thank you Life Today for featuring Beth Moore every Wednesday on your show.)

Then I stood over that pile of scary paperwork (for it had indeed become a monster in my mind) and prayed in the Spirit. And yes, I did pray in tongues. As it poured out over the problem--a problem that I was unsure about how to pray--a new tongue was released and I felt the amazement of God's magnificent mercy pour over me.

I now have my running start. I am prepared to battle--not the paperwork--but the fear that had grown to an overwhelming size.

Do you have something that has grown from a mole hill to a mountain in your life? God is not concerned about the size--for He can shake the earth at His discretion. He can and will take you by the hand to run the race, if indeed you life up your hand, and warm up for the race.

Do you have heart burn? You should.

Don't you love the mornings when you wake up knowing that God had surrounded you as you slept. That His protective helmet of salvation had kept the worry away. That's how I felt as I woke this morning. This was a welcome relief from the temptation to worry and fret that has been hovering around me this week. As I fully woke and realized that God had pushed back the worry, I began to glorify God as the song "Worthy, you are worthy",rolled through my head and lifted my heart.

As I prayed I remembered an acronym that I heard from a pastor. She used ACTS to remember the following:
A---Adoration
C---Confession
T---Thanksgiving
S---Supplication

So, that's how I proceeded. I adored God for who He is, I confessed my lack of belief and fear, I thanked Him for all that He is to me, and I surrendered anew to his direction and power.

It was funny really. Each time I started to pray for someone I was directed to hold off--to continue in my ACTS. After a period of time, the Holy Spirit began to pray for the needs of our body but somehow I knew that they were covered already. I knew that as long as I continued in ACTS that He would take care of those things. I realized that what He wanted most from me was my love and to trust Him.

Then I jumped into the scriptures. I was determined to print out the promise that God gave my hubby this past week (just before he was laid off from work). It was I Chronicles 28:20. He wept when he told me. His heart is so softened because he has spent so much time in the Word lately.

1 Chronicles 28:20 (New King James Version)
“Be strong and of good courage, and do it; do not fear nor be dismayed, for the LORD God—my God—will be with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you, until you have finished all the work for the service of the house of the LORD."

Is that great or what? I just printed it out in big letters and posted it around the house. This will remind us that God indeed will be with us--never going to leave us nor forsake us.

But then, as God does it sometimes, I ran across this scripture.

Luke 24:30-34
30When He had reclined at the table with them, He took the bread and blessed it, and breaking it, He began giving it to them.
31Then their eyes were opened and they recognized Him; and He vanished from their sight.
32They said to one another, "Were not our hearts burning within us while He was speaking to us on the road, while He was explaining the Scriptures to us?"
33And they got up that very hour and returned to Jerusalem, and found gathered together the eleven and those who were with them,
34saying, "The Lord has really risen and has appeared to Simon."

It made me stop in my tracks when I read "were not our hearts burning within us.... while He was explaining the scriptures to us."

Wow! and wow! I realized that this is what should happen every time we read the scriptures--our hearts should burn within us--knowing that the Holy Spirit himself opens up our hearts to the truth of the scriptures. Just as the disciples knew that they had been with Jesus when they realized that the burning sensation within them was there to verify Christ's identity.

John 14:26
But the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name, He will teach you all things, and bring to your remembrance all things that I said to you

That tells me something--it tells me a lot in fact. It tells me that I need to be in the Word more often. It tells me that I can experience a passionate response to those scriptures the more I read and allow the Holy Spirit to verify Christ's identity and love through those very scriptures.

Lord, this very day give me "heart burn". Cause my heart to burn as I read the Scriptures. I want that passionate response to the scriptures Lord. Holy Spirit, rise up in me to teach me and light that fire of passion within me. Thank you God, for you are faithful to do just that. Thank you for your gift of the Holy Spirit.

Don't just sit there--get out there and find your purpose!

What do you sit around thinking you wish you could do? What is that you wish you had done? Do you ever think "when did the world pass me by?"

Last night the Tiara Ladies had a night at the movies. We donned our sparkly tiaras, grabbed some extras just in case we ran into any ladies we met who needed one, and happily congregated at the local movie theater. We got there early to get in line for Meryl Streep's new movie, Julie and Julia.

We hugged some friends we hadn't seen in a while, gave them their tiaras, and sat down for 2 hours of blissful movie watching. Needless to say we loved the movie. Meryl Streep is an amazing actress. She so beautiful takes on the personna of Julia Child that you believe she really is Julia Child. She exhibits the joy of life the Julia exhibited. We laughed at the opening scene of Julia with an ecstatic look on her face as she tasted perhaps her first taste of marvelous cuisine in Paris. We shared her joy of the city and of the people. We quickly understood that she had found her "home" for the first time at the age of 46. She also sought and found her purpose.

As a Life Purpose Coach with Life Purpose Coach Centers, it is my joy to coach women into finding their God-given purpose. Nothing is more fulfilling to me than to spend 2 intense, wonderful days side-by-side with a woman as she discovers that indeed her life was not wasted--that God is always at work in our lives. What a joy when she looks into the future with hope, knowing that everything she's done and every bit of her pain and joy can be used to fulfill God's perfect design for her. What joy to discover that the embers of her talents, desires and passions can be blown into a fire again in her life.

Has it ever occurred to you that things only pass you by if you are sitting still? And even if those things seem to be racing by you--if you are moving they won't pass you by so quickly and eventually I promise you, you will catch up.

How to find your purpose? Do what both Julia's did--get up, get started. Scripture says seek and you shall find. Let's not ever forget the seeking part.

Pick up a few lobsters and give it a shot!

Enjoy something new or revive something old

I love creating. My latest creation will be a raggedy quilt for my grand daughter. I was inspired to start this quilt by Phoebe, a nine year old who comes to my house with her mom on Wednesdays for sewing lessons. Her latest project is a flannel raggedy quilt. I'd seen them before but never thought about making one until I saw how cool her's is turning out. (I am an exceptional copy cat).

While online researching how to make a rag quilt, I ran across this cool website that had not only step by step instructions but excellent pictures. Being one who loves easy to follow instructions I was thrilled. After perusing the quilt instructions I explored this wonderful ladies blog. Her name is Jen Yu(See her pic above).

I discovered that she loves to cook, is an avid shutterbug, creates beautiful sewn creations, loves the outdoors, travel, and has an amazing professional background of mechanical engineering, tectonic geomorphology, satellite remote sensing, radar interferometry, software programming, web design and development. Wow, now that's a renaissance woman!

Here's something else I discovered. She underwent chemotherapy treatments for cancer. Visit her web page and please note that she went skiing between the 4th and 5th treatment.
Here's her website http://jenyu.net/about.php

She inspires me. She lives life, being who she was created to be in spite of the trials that seek to stop her in her tracks.

I don't know if she is a Christian. Her page doesn't mention God. And I can't help but believe that this would enhance her obvious enjoyment of creation.

She also inspires me to realize that as Christians we should do the things she is doing. Live out the purpose that God created us to live. Seek out and explore worlds where no man has gone before. (Sorry, slipped into Star Trek mode.) Go through trials with an upbeat attitude--not letting it stop us.

Come on ladies, get out there and try something new. Revive some creative activity from your past. Go on the mission trip you've always wanted to go on. Hike the trails you said you'd always hike. Finish that project that's sitting in her closet. Save your pennies and travel to that one spot in the world you've always had a craving to see. Take a class in something that you think you just might have a talent for. Teach someone how to do something you're good at. Volunteer in nursing homes, libraries, hospitals, soup kitchens. Be who God created you to be. Do the things God created you to do. Don't let anyone tell you that you can't do it! God is on your side and if you take that first wee step He is faithful to complete his work in you!

Grace, grace and more grace

One of my favorite relatives in the world visited this week. She is my father's only sibling and is 85 years old. She came to see her brother who is a victim of Alzheimers disease. This is in fact the first time in 20 years or more that she has come here to visit--before my dad's illness, he and mom would visit Texas where she lives regularly so there didn't seem to be a need.

So, she braved flying alone to come spend 10 days with my mother and to daily visit my Dad. Before her arrival I asked our home church to pray for her. She is a bit of a nervous person and I was afraid that she would be somewhat--well let's say it as it is--hysterical when she saw my dad. It has been 3 years since I took him and my mother out to Texas to see her. He has gone from a mild state to a more severe state of the disease and I knew it would be a shock to her.

I asked our home church to pray about something else. To pray that I would have an opportunity to encourage my Aunt. She is a believer in God, saved by grace, but struggles with the grace portion of her salvation. She just can't believe that she doesn't have to "do" anything to earn the salvation. She often brings up the topic when we get together.

And by that same grace, God brought up the topic once again as we were driving back from the family cabin this week.

She asked me a question that frankly shocked me. "She said where do people go after they die? Where do they go to be judged first?" I was surprised because I knew that although she is not a student of the Word, that she has been in many churches where the truth of grace was taught.

I explained that the scripture says that to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. No ifs, ands or maybes--if a person has believed on the Lord Jesus Christ for salvation from their sins, they are in God's presence immediately after death. I reminded her of the thief on the cross--someone who had lived his live most probably deep in sin, rejecting God, but through God's grace and mercy in the last few seconds of his life he believed that Jesus was His Savior and Jesus told him that very day he would be with Him in paradise.

I thought perhaps she'd had some teaching on the Great White Throne of God which Revelations teaches all creation would face in the later days. I explained that it was not a judgment to determine whether a person got to stay in heaven or was cast into hell--it was one where God judged what we had done with the life He had given us. A time indeed of sadness and regret for the things we had not done for God's glory but also one that awarded crowns for the fruit in our lives. But these crowns would be given back to God--our love and appreciation causing us to recognize that all good things that we had produced were produced by that same grace that forgives us.

I encouraged her to know that God forgives us all our sin. I explained that anything that keeps us from God is indeed sin, but the real tragedy is that the sin keeps us from walking close to our Lord, from loving Him with all our hearts, from knowing the intense feeling of being loved by the Creator of the Universe.

I felt that "rush" of knowing that the Holy Spirit was imparting a special word for her and for me as the vessel to speak of His Love to her.

It was a bittersweet few moments as we waited for her plane to take her back to Texas. I knew she was regretting that she hadn't come sooner and very sad that this might be the last time she will see Dad before he passes. My prayer for her is that she sees this not as an ending but as indeed the beginning of eternity. That she knows that the next time she sees him he will be fit and fiddle--doing that little jig that he does with his short little bow-legged legs. My prayer for her is that she will receive the blessed peace that comes with understanding that God's grace is wider and deeper than anything we can possibly imagine. I pray that her last years will be filled with His comfort and His peace knowing that she has nothing to fear in death.

Finishing Strong

This week I had the privilege to minister once again at the nursing home. As I prayed that God would give me just the right devotion for those dear people, I ran across a book titled Finishing Strong. The title stuck with me and God gave me a word about finishing our lives strong, no matter how often we had fallen time and time again in the past. What a wonderful thing to be reminded of--that indeed we can finish strong despite the many starts of stops in our lives.

I shared the story of the thief on the cross who certainly spent 99.9999% of his life in sin, rejecting God. But indeed at the last moment he crossed the finish line with a burst of energy given to him by Jesus himself hanging next to him on the cross. Not only is this a beautiful portrait of God's grace even in the Eleventh hour (11:59 to be exact), but also a picture of finishing strong. I enjoyed sharing this message of hope to those sweet people. I should have guessed that I might be seeing my enemy again this week--he's not too keen on Holy Spirit messages being shared in places of strongholds.

So as I've shared in other posts, I've struggled with fear off an on throughout my life. Praise God for his mercy in overcoming that fear time and time again in my life. I should have known that the enemy would try another attack in that arena....

Last night the battle took place again. When the enemy jumped in front of me, I was taken aback by the fear that welled up inside of me. I looked up at God and asked "What happened here God?", why wasn't the fear going away?. I cried out to God. At first I was even fearful that the fear wasn't going to go away--that I would be stuck again. Panic began to set in.

I started quoting scripture and the enemy began to step back, but not all the way. Again, okay God what is this all about? The Holy Spirit is always very willing to answer that question and I felt the conviction of an old sin that had resurfaced this past week, I even remembered making light of it. Then, I realized that I had given Satan a space to jump back in front of me. Well, believe me, with fear and the enemy staring me in the face, I was on my face in repentance.I was able to stop in my tracks, say "get thee behind me Satan" and start down the race path again.

Then a funny thing happened, a realized that a song had been running through the back of my mind the whole time. Now I know what you are thinking--probably a worship song. If you are thinking that you would be mistaken. In fact, believe it or not it was a song from the musical movie Mama Mia. Strange, you may be saying, how could that be? It might be because several times a week my 2 year old granddaughter visits and that just happens to be her favorite DVD so we play it over and over again--dancing and singing along with the karaoke version--I swear the first words she'll be reading are "Mama mia, here I go again". Anyway, back to the song.


The song that was going through my head was "Lay all your Love on me". Again, you may be thinking how in the world was God speaking to me through this song during an attack of the enemy? Here are the words that ran over and over again in my head:

"Don’t go sharing your devotion lay all your love on me"


Okay God, I get it. When I allowed this sin to take hold of me for even a few minutes I was sharing my devotion with the sin--I was running to it for comfort in a moment of stress. In essence I had removed myself from God's arms of love.
It was interesting when I played the song to myself this morning that there was another line that jumped out at me.

"I feel a kind of fear when I don’t have you near"

Pretty interesting stuff huh? Perhaps the fear comes from putting something between me and God.
Hmmmm.....

One word of warning--not all the lyrics are applicable--it is a song written by Abba for goodness sakes. We're not going to be singing this song in home church this week--that's for sure.

BUT, God can use anything to speak to us can't He? As I've shared in past posts, most of the time God speaks through His Word, worship music etc. But today he chose to use something else.

He also reminded me off a great tool to use in times of stress and fear, but I'll share that in another post.


Here's a great scripture:


Job 11:13-20 (The Message)

13-20 "Still, if you set your heart on God
and reach out to him,
If you scrub your hands of sin
and refuse to entertain evil in your home,
You'll be able to face the world unashamed
and keep a firm grip on life, guiltless and fearless.
You'll forget your troubles;
they'll be like old, faded photographs.
Your world will be washed in sunshine,
every shadow dispersed by dayspring.
Full of hope, you'll relax, confident again;
you'll look around, sit back, and take it easy.
Expansive, without a care in the world,
you'll be hunted out by many for your blessing.
But the wicked will see none of this.
They're headed down a dead-end road
with nothing to look forward to—nothing."

The Legacy that You Leave

I’m still reading (and loving) Tim and Darcy Kimmel’s book Extreme Grand Parenting, The Ride of Your Life.

I love their encouragement to grandparents. I love their admonition to our generation to be torchbearers, legacy builders, standard-setters for the generation and yes even generations to come. One of the best parts is, just like it’s never too late to come to Christ, it’s never too late to start afresh to be the person God has called you to be to your children and to your grandchildren. I love their straight forward and yet grace-filled instructions on how to live the Christian life.

One example in their book was about 2 different individuals in the same ICU ward. Both were parents and grandparents and yet polar opposites. She was a woman of meager circumstances; he a man of industry. But the most important way that they were polar opposites was the way they left their world when they left it. She had invested her whole life in nurturing her family, being that torchbearer for them to follow, he on the other hand had invested his life in building wealth and success. There in the ICU each of her family near and distant came to say their goodbyes, he had few to come to his bedside—most only coming after he was gone to hear the reading of the will. The world may have thought that she left nothing to her family and yet she left everything. He left much wealth but nothing of eternal value to his family.

This story touched my heart. Just this week my dear great aunt came to my mind. At 94 she still lives alone in her home in Odessa, Texas where she retired a number of years ago. But when I was growing up in Tempe, AZ she lived next door to my family most of my childhood. Aunt “Bill”, as we called her, is the sister of my departed grandmother who passed on 10 years ago. Although I dearly loved my sweet little Mamaw Jewel I only saw her once a year, so truthfully my great aunt had a bigger impact on my life.

I have beautiful memories of living next door to this wonderful woman of God. I remember running next door to see my Aunt Bill. I remember her garden of vegetables and vines of teeny lush grapes. I remember the aromatic sweet pea flowers that grew on the fence between our houses. I remember seeing her sitting on her porch quilting on the huge frame that rolled down from the ceiling of the porch to make it easy for her to quilt. I remember her taking us to church and Sunday school. I remember the neighborhood Bible Class that she taught in her home. Most importantly I remember the day that I accepted Jesus as my Savior in her driveway. What a precious gift.

A few years ago, as I was praying for my dear aunt and thinking about her going to be with God sometime in the near future, the Lord spoke clearly to me. He said that my Aunt Bill would receive the same crowns in glory as Billy Graham. Both are evangelists, both love God and the Word of God with all their hearts, both allowed God to win others to Christ through them. What a very cool thing. Billy spoke to all who came across his path about Jesus and so did Aunt Bill.

When my Aunt enters into those gates of heaven she will leave behind a legacy of truth, servant hood and evangelism. Many have been touched by her, in her neighborhood, the school where she worked for so many years and her church. She will leave behind very little wealth in worldly terms but a fortune in eternal things of God.

It reminds me that as I now have the privilege of being a grandmother, I also have an important responsibility to be the torch bearer, the legacy builder and the standard setter for my grandchildren and the generations to come. It is a sacred honor, one that I cherish and look forward to over whatever time I have here.

Lord, guide us and direct us, let us take seriously and joyously the path you have set before us. May the generations that follow, know and love you with all their hearts and minds.


Tim Kimmel's website http://www.familymatters.net